Sighhhhh... im okay, im alright

until now,

i still made myself busy everyday
finish my daily workload document

blogging

reading books that makes me sleepy

so i wont think of anyone

so i will still desert myself from any woman

profitable.??

none...!

why i do that.??

no reason..!

hard to catch up on someone.??

well....maybe

why like to have a small list of women in personal life.??

used to have a lot..but its worthless. prefer quality rather than quantity..

why i do that.??

again...no reason..!!

regret.??

never..

lonely.??

hmmm, kind of...

gay.??

fuck NOoooo..!!

my current mood.??

missing someone that's hard to catch up..

my fault.??

no..! hmmm..yessss.. hmm...  i dont knowwwwwww..

serve you right Jakey.!!

me.?? hmmm. didn't  i tell... in here , and there  =( 

is this my karma.??
i tried to do things good and nice to almost everything and everyone since decades
even if im originally a really really bad person
because i really hate karma hitting back on me..
been there, done that
once and twice is really good enough, i had my lesson years ago
really, should never let my life set loose, cause Jakey write his own fate..!
now, it looks like
i have to take this, like i always took it before
face it with a really POSITIVE mind
even if its always mixed with... NEGATIVITY

Sighhhhhhhhhhh...
Lets look forward okayyy Jakey...
=)

keeping positive is what i can do best now

i bow down to the Almighty Allah, praying to set my life path in a correct division    direction.. Aminnnn